Final friday

I had a turn with David, and got a bit more aware of the subtle remainders of old pattern. During our group work we revisited some of Peter's ideas, with mixed enthusiasm. I spend nearly half, maybe even more of my waking hours without lenses, and get more and more used not to wear them at school. While Cal insists that we can't feel inside our brains, I notice the activation of a relatively distinct area inside my skull we I think about my thalamus, and directing my thalamus forward and up yields reliable results.

Luckily, we ended with some hands on after all the passiveness before. I get more confident in using directions and using the other body to get myself up. I took Bo's leg, but felt just little whether something happened with him. Probably our little conversation in the tea room before still stuck in my mind.

Playful

Duncan found me playing with the Cj ball, and we worked a bit on this during the turn. Most of the time, however, he used quite significant force the demonstrate some vital points where the weight travels through my body.

During the group work to play with legs on the table, and ribcages while sitting. The stimulus gets reduced with anything but the head, yet the sensitivity has to grow. Yoga felt mellow today, no fitness attack like in the last two weeks.